Us

January 11, 2010

Whatever happened to us?

I had a dream about you, and I realized, it’s been too long.

Funny how we used to talk and laugh at the silliest things back then. Now, I don’t even see anything in common between us.

Whatever happened to us?

I miss you. If only you knew how much.

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Yes I know. I suck at friendship.

I ask, what was 2009 about? I say it was really about taking time to stop and smell the roses. This year, I know I grew into a better me, or at least I think I grew. This year, I’ve experienced so many things, met so many wonderful people, had a rockin’ time with everyone, and I can say I have spent every single day doing what I love (most of my free days were spent sleeping though, which is also one of the things I love). I’ve had epic days, and I proved things to my doubtful self.

2009 was a rollercoaster ride. Some days were plain boring, but some days were as crazy as heck. I fell deeply in *like* with someone. I managed to let go. And I found myself falling again (though thankfully not as deep as before). I got to know myself a lot better. I also realized that some people know me better than I know myself. I saw how people believe in me and in what I can do, that they trust me with my abilities more than I can trust myself. I learned I can actually take things one at a time, and I learned that there is nothing more important than waiting for the right moment. It isn’t that bad, waiting. It is in fact, the story of my life.

I learned that the smallest things are the important ones too. They give me the biggest of surprises at the end of the day. I realized I have conquered 2009 with all my feats. I am now sure that nothing is impossible. As what the Eraserheads said, I don’t claim that I can win on everything, but I can try.

You can't win on everything but you can try.

I learned all these in 2009. I wish for more lessons this 2010.

Thank You, God, for giving me an awesome year. May 2010 be better. :D

Define ‘09: The Superheroes

December 30, 2009

I met so many wonderful people this year. Thank God for the smallest things. I think I actually met some friends for life.

To my field work barkada, Team Bugkalot, you have no idea how doubly happy I became with you guys.

To BJK, here’s to getting to know each other every single day. May we never fall apart. We shall conquer the world, and we shall start with South East Asia!

To Ma’am Tesha and Elvira, my fangirling buddies, may we never run out of gigs (and fangirling magic too!). It has been an awesome year, spending awesome nights fangirling with you guys. You actually fuel my days. Thank you!

Best fan girling buddies ever.

To everyone who made their marks in my life this year, thank you. Despite all the bad things this year, you guys made me reach the end of 2009 happy and unexplainably a lot more positive.